Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha kepada semua umat Islam.
Selamat ya? [:

take care kalian, i'l be back soon. bye

good morning darling

if you ain’t here i just can’t breathe..

i miss your morning kiss on my cheek

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we gone out, only us. together. chatting, holding hands, laughs and kissing. i love it when you stare on me like that. i love the way you're looking at me, the way you adore me, everything! i love you so much. its truly true. i love you. i love you. i love you darling.

thanks for the birthday cake darling && the fresh milk. i love it [':

happy belated birthday sizzie !

finally i am home, for a while. heh. after this i need to go back to gombak. celebrating Aidiladha with my family at amma house. hey afil, thanks anyway for the lovely day. i enjoy it very much.
heh

and thanks for the people who came together along with me. my day won't be the same without you guys. thanks again~

i'm tired of these days. anything are not so good at the moment thou. i'm feeling bad with myself.
im an unlucky girl. i dunno why i kept saying that today. hmmm..
i'm still searching in my inner side.. am i that bad? am i that wrong? am i that phatetic?

i love you guys, thanks for being there.
afil . zaza . darling <3

november

November creates everything for me. it gave me happiness, loves, hates, sadness, craziness every hing..! i feel glad i had it all in one. this is not a story about the November, but i think November gave me some illusion of the magical of strenght so i can stand up for myself even when i an hurt. i said i don't mind but still.. i don't mind. i'm keeping my faith growing in each one of peoples that i am living for. i love them all, truly.. for the big mistakes that i have done, i am totally sorry. trillion of it. i wish i could claim for every body's shame that i had create it. i wish i could added more thorn onto myself. i wish i could not even feel the pain so i can ransom it just by hurting myself up. but that's not the solution of what i'm getting it off. i'm sorry, i will claim it and prove it to each all of you that i can still been trusted by anyone. and this November too, there is more upcoming things going to happen. will i said.. for those who are celebrating their birthday on this month, i wish you all a very BIG HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ALL ! wish i can celebrate it with y'all but i can't. i'm sorry. only my wishes could be apart of you while apart of me thinking of getting having it together. so this. my birthdayis on November too. well.. i am not so happy about it, i just dunno why. i'm not thinking of celebrating it or whatever. wishes ; OK but it just feel so good if i had the one that i love sitting or standing by my side company me through my lovely day. i wish they were with me, every time i need them. and that's mean you too, darling. hey November, looks what you've gave to me. PRESENT ! ya.. i love it. thanks.

there's always you no matter how far you go or how far you are from me right now. i feel you very close to me, even every thing's bad had happen. oo well, i do care for everything but for the insignificant thing ehhhh? hmmm. let say i care, but i don't care. got it? nahh.



so.. for what had happen i just accepted it with arms wide open cause my poison is my honey, and honey still be my honey. even poison are hardly to swallow, i still can do it and her i am - survive [:
thanks for everyone who always got my back.
i owe you.

it just about to begun..

hey, i'm coming...

oh raven

i'm thinking of keeping a raven as a pet but they are not agree when i tell them that i want to keep them. she is cool and pretty. lovely.. even i said i wanna have a tarantula or a scorpy, still the answer is " no ". hmm. raven.. spidy.. scorpy.. i want you T_T

do you like raven?

can i, darling?
they're something about her i could never resist.

oh god

oo god, what a pleasant words. i never swear if i am not really really mean it. i only will swear if i mean it a lot. people are just keep confusing their self with words that come out from my mouth. oo my god. you are sick. insulting - that's all you can do rather than anything. i don't mind cuz " that thing " will come right after you back. be prepare..



that is not a warn, just be glad its not happen yet..
maybe its too soon i guess. i wonder~

can i torn your ass apart?

0178799681

stop calling me or whatever you do, just stop doing that. i am soooo pissed off. don't. if you wanna talk, just talk. then i'll talk to you back. just don't keep your mouth shut and guessing people going to talk nicely to you if you just keep silence there. got it. that's not nice. you are so sick. fuck.

update

she ask me a favor to cut her hair off, so i did. it's getting shorter and shorter. i love it. i know you love it too, right? thanks. heh. it's perfectly fits on you. nice [:

me? i'm loosing my weight. i lost 2kg. i dunno. no diet or whatsoever. sick sick sick. still with my ugliest wavy hair i ever had. hehe


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